I hoped he would do the first move but it was clear that wasn’t going to happen… so at one moment I went to the kitchen, I took a moment to relax ...nd when I came back i went closer to him. he watched me in the eyes andI asked him: do you also want this to happen?He answered: I think so, yes.Then we started to kiss slowly… and got closer. I started to kiss him in the neck and touch his body.It felt amazing to touch him and feel his warm body. Then I jumped on him we continued kissing I could now. You shiver as your mind once again imagines this place of beauty. The touch returns, this time softer and warmer, flickering across your skin. From your hips upwards it travels tracing your spin and slowly flickering here and there on its journey. The blood returns to the surface of the skin and once again brings goose bumps and pleasure. Reaching your shoulders the flicking touch traces circles across your shoulders and up your neck. Only resting when it reaches the soft skin just below your. By agreeing to meet, I would only be setting myself up for yet another painful fall from grace.But my heart insisted otherwise. If there was one thing that I had learned in my wife's absence, it was the need for companionship. After twenty years of sleeping with my wife in bed next to me, I found myself awake far too many restless nights, hoping to find that I was merely dreaming, and that, in deed, she was in bed beside me.And so, with a deep sense of anxiety and excitement, with the risk that. I was very charmed and without a thought i nipped back into the loo and took a single measured dose of my powder and cleaned my teeth and did my hair. Very silly and vain i know.I came out of the bathroom and sat on the bed next to Paul and sipped the tea. I was shaking a little from both the chemicals and some anticipation. He put his arm around me and i looked up to him. I closed my eyes a little and slowly he leant forward and gently kissed my lips. Wow it felt amazing and within seconds i.