You are fully aware and can rationalize. That's why a bad drug trip can be one of the worst experiences imaginable: Your mind is incapable of anything...but fear or pain and you are a victim to your delusions in every sense of the word. The Black Stigmata thrive on invoking madness and the insane are the most easily manipulated.However, the Black Stigmata cannot directly manipulate your thought processes the way drugs can, because the usage of drugs means the introduction of outside forces into. "Elisa let that soak in, and then scowled. "You have to be crazy.Nobody can change a person that way!" We do not actually seek any such genetic alteration. Sex change issimply an unavoidable byproduct of the process. It's the necessaryreality, so we must deal with it." I must be dreaming...." Elisa murmured."You will not be forced to contract with us, Mrs. Ardens, but we canmake it well worth your while should you choose to do so." I have to ask you to leave, Miss Courtindale." I have. The only other pussy I had seen was Elaine Lynch’s in the cloak room at the Saint Bernard’s elementary school in the old neighborhood. She had accidently wet them in the bathroom and taken them off hoping her short uniform skirt would hide her goodies without being discovered. She was trying to get the basketball from the top of the locker and I was holding her legs looking up at her pretty snatch and her slender backside which was too young to have grown woman curves as yet.In retrospect, I. Emily tried to gasp the air completely out of the room!"I had no idea, Alex! You need to slow down before you ageprematurely!" She looked pleadingly at me. "I'm in no hurry to loseyou, Alex." It's all in the job description...unfortunately," I reassured her with asmile."So, when is the next mission, my Empress?" Emily giggled after a shortpause."Didn't you just prescribe taking it easy, Dr. Scott?"We both laughed at that."Uncle Rick is on his way, Alex. He should be here in an hour or two soyou.