How was I going to last for another 363 more. I decided then and there that if I spent every day feeling sorry for myself, I would either go crazy, or...commit suicide before the year was up. So I determined that I would accept my fate and move on. I brushed my teeth to get the awful taste from my mouth, and then I showered, and shampooed my hair. I saw that stubble was appearing on my legs, so I shaved them and my armpits. Feeling much better, I dressed, putting on the pair of comfortable. Still, I wouldn’t suggest you go out in this weather without a coat.”“I’ll forgive you.” And, the forgiveness must entitle him to a kiss. He kissed one ear and then the other. The coffee was ready before they could get more serious. That was all right; they had time for both coffee and seriousness. When he poured the coffee, he thought of other resources.“There still is ice cream in the freezer. Don’t want you to spoil your dinner, but you could have a bowl.”“‘Spoil your dinner.’ You sound like. With Aaron--it's over. I just want everyone to let it be." You shouldn't worry," Luke said again. "It's gonna be okay." Yeah? Because you say so?" No," he replied, cracking a small smile. "Because it's over."... At eight o'clock in the morning, my head ached, my eyes felt heavy, and I was developing a runny nose. I think it was all side effects from not sleeping; or worse, not crying. I didn't want to cry over Aaron. That would just be stupid. Crying over my mom, was at least something I could. "If I'm going to have anything to wear after we're done it is," Nina replied.The vamps were confused about the casual attitude of the two young women but eyes brightened at Nina's actions."Well, perhaps if you are a VERY good girl there might be a possibility of you being here to wear something ... after," the leader said with a smirk, even as he appreciatively eyed Nina's body. He cocked one eye over at Buffy. "Going to join her?" Join her?" Buffy asked, wide-eyed in pretended embarrassment..