. Mick only had one name in mind to himself invite as his partner for the very special evening ........... Sliky as she is known .. I travelled back t... the Uk 2 days before the party -- Silky new already i was going to be in the country and had herself made arrangements to work away !!I checked into a hotel near Shrewsbury as the party was in a very big country manor which my friends own and use as a weekend residence ..Silky couldn't get away until the afternoon of the party --- when we met --. And I promise, if you don’t want I will not touch you again …. Everything will be same , you will have the same dignity as before ….. So what’ s the problem now ? I beg you please Prity .. don’t deprive me , I want to love you ….. I want to live now , I don’t want to die with such horrible pain …..Mom was still sobbing , but she did not tell a single word , she did not make any more protest , her silence gave him an open permission to do whatever he wish …. After a long time conversation , at. I think he was in the majority of males in this. They idolisefemales so much that the desire to be close to them, indeed inside them,can easily extend into a desire to actually become female.For Roger, this fantasy had to be "pure", untainted by the problems ofphysical transsexual conversion. Thus dreaming or magic (imaginary ofcourse) seemed the only sensible methods. He read avidly many stories ofthese transformations and derived even better excitement from writingthem. He followed the. And so the next two years played out, being tutored by nuns and priests she received her high school diploma at sixteen, and then the missionary work began. Her parents had not liked the idea of her going but in the end the church made a strong case that this was just what she needed. The town of Klin had been welcoming if not warm. Klin had fared better than some towns in Russia since the fall of the communism. Far enough away from Moscow not to be bothered by the political and criminal.