” She finds her thought funnier than we do – but not as funny as Enzo finds it, he laughs, then grins so wide we seem to be able to see every whit... tooth in his big mouth.Renae takes her turn to talk. “So, seeing as you’ve got so much experience of life, love and lust ... Do you have any special plans for today?”Claire nods, “Yes ... I met Enzo at a sex party ... I was on a bed and the guys were lining up to take their turn – and I loved just being used by all of them...” Enzo is smiling beside. It also has a tendency to diminish inhibitions. Everyone took one and relaxed with a glass of wine. The music was turned up, a nice jazz. Another good thing about ecstasy is that you can maintain a train of thought easier than with cocaine. It makes you feel good, mellow, comfortable. I could visualize you being there easier and better.After about 30 minutes, Carla and I went to shower and so did Janine and Brad. In the shower, Carla soaped me and played with my cock. I soaped her body,. I guess Iwas out of it."You're taking a tranquilizer, aren't you?"I nodded. I wasn't capable of deceit."Hmm. Since you're into pills, keep taking them. If it makes it easier,go for it." Of course, that really isn't in the spirit of the bet. In the bet youwere getting a huge reward for a month of sacrifice. I was trying to getyou to experience walking in my shoes. Feeling what I feel. Thinkingthe way I think." So, you've found a loop hole. I'm not a lawyer nor do I have a lot ofrespect. She was so happy at winning the penis tender job that she clapped her hands with glee. She even taunted the others, both verbally and by flashing her cards around. "Look at those cards! Would you look at those cards? Face! Who's your daddy? Ha!"Suddenly she got sheepish, and thought, What's happening to me? God, I'm getting close to losing it again. It's this competitive environment, I think. I need to be the one who remains in control. Who knows what kind of opportunities will arrive this.