Crawled over the edge of the bed, tried to stand on the linolieum floor and fell.. my legs could not support my weight.. At this point Derik was washi...g himself off and saw his body was covered in my blood, (his excuse later on was that he had blacked out and he didn’t know he was doing this). He saw me kneelin on the floor as blood just dripped down my legs and onto the floor… he tried to come to my side and touched my shoulder , “DON’T TOUCH ME….” I screamed “DON’T YOU FUCKIN TOUCH ME”.. the. I knew this was going to be a big gam- changer in my life. I buckled down on my work the last few days since I knew I might need a few days off for recovery. I was so thankful to have Chrissy. She kept assuring me it was going to be quick and painless as she would have me rub her breasts for inspiration. When the day finally came, Chrissy picked me up and drove me to the clinic. A nurse had me change into a gown that was buttoned on the front, leaving only my panties on underneath, and lying on. It was a warm April day; a light breeze gently touched my face and body. I passed Jefferson Street, past the magnolia bushes. A sweetish smell hit my nostrils. Jackie lived here; she was my mother's work colleague. Once I was fixing her laptop too. Jackie is about 40 but have a very youthful appearance.An image flashed in my memory: Jackie in a white top and short shorts. Weather was especially hot that day and she didn't wear a bra, so I could see the nipples showing through her top.I felt my. Ann looked at me and said is that all he wants to do, and I replied, well he did say he would like to find a hooker for the evening afterwards. She sat there for a few moments, and then to my total shock and amazement, she said she could play the hooker for the two of us. After getting over the shock, I started getting very excited of the possibility, and asked her, do you really mean it, she said yes, it would be very exciting and a lot of fun, but do you think Will would want to. I said he.