I was, like most boys, super horny as a teenager and did the usual things boys do: sneaking my older brothers porn magazines and the odd video (VHS!) ...nd masturbating to just about anything I could find that included sexy women and sexual content. Later I began collecting my favourite porn magazines and I masturbated to porn a lot.I enjoyed masturbation of course but I also liked anal play and had mild interest in ideas of gay and transsexual sex, which made me think I was a little more. .I really was a failure at everything...not good enough to be a man...or a sissy. Well, I didn't see much hope in proving myself as a man from this position, and since I was dressed for the part, I dove down to her feet, kissing and suckling her toes, desperate to prove myself as a sissy at least..."Please, Mistress! I beg you! Please teach me! I promise to listen and I'll do whatever you say!" I looked up hopefully, my fear momentarily overwhelming any fleeting feelings of dignity or self. I had not expected him to do that again. He licked for a while, never seeming to mind that my butt hole was right there. I know that some people like that but even now, I didn't think that he would want me there. When his tongue swiped past that too, I didn't know how to react. My body quivered and tingled. I know all the girls in the program are supposed to scream and shout when they cum but I still couldn't do that part right. I still seemed to lose the ability to make any real sound at all —. The only time she appears is at night.I will try my best to describe the first time I encountered her. It might be difficult to do so without having to take a break, but I'll try.It was my first night here, and I was trying to shake off the weird feelings that I had when I came to and realized I knew nothing about myself. I was on the brink of sleep, when I heard something that made me alert immediately, knowing I wasn't alone in the house. It was a moan.I quietly made myself out of the master.