Reluctantly, and with a heavy heart I left for school in mid October. It was awful for me there, my mailbox was mostly empty, and each day as I passe... it, it reminded me with a knife in my guts, a knife bearing the message 'never again.' To keep my mind off my loss the Brothers roped me into one time-consuming assignment after another. While I'm sure they were well intended, it didn't work, and it just kept me from going home.As Thanksgiving neared, I firmly refused any new assignments; I. I was sick of waiting though, I wanted something to happen. I wanted to know what I would be in for. I felt him touch my legs, then his hand moved up my thigh. Each hand grabbed my thigh and he moved my legs apart. I repositioned myself so I was lying flat on my back. I felt him tie something around each of my ankles. The rope must have been tied to something else because my legs were pulled firmly apart and were prevented from closing. My skirt was no longer pulled down and I was exposed was. I started to pray that he would lie down and take a nap, then maybe forget about doing anything with me.I'd just started to relax when I heard his footsteps coming and jumped when he knocked on my door. "Hey Keri, you up?"I didn't answer, hoping that maybe he would either let me sleep, or think I was out. The knock repeated, "Keri? Hey I know your home k**do, your keys are downstairs," he paused then laughed, "Let's go sunshine, I'm not going to ask you to clean the house, I got a surprise for. Not for me. I'm not a real part of this. You have to tell your fiance why you want to end your engagement. You're breaking his heart!"She stared at the floor for the longest time, struggling with her upbringing. As she sat there, her hair completely hiding her face as it hung straight down, Bob had a chance to take a long look at her. She wasn't a beauty, at least not in superficial terms, but she had this look about her that captured you. An attraction which couldn't be explained. The longer.