"Can I come see you? Are you home right now?" Anya didn't know why a tear was leaking from the corner of one eye. Why was she so upset? Was it the sim...le fact that Kol didn't even trust her enough to share any of the details of his problems…problems apparently tied to his MMA career? Was it the reality that, as much as he enjoyed spending time with her, he never seemed to truly confide in her? "What's going on, Anya? First tell me that much. Look, I'm not even home." Anya almost started to cry.. If your having a good time so will they, trust me and do what I’ve told you.” He said sounding like a doctor giving me a prescription. I agreed I would try, “Have you ever heard of a Kegel?" I answered him with a, no never. He handed me a metal rod, it was about eight inches long, thick at one end then becoming gradually narrower. It had a large ball on one end, a row of ridges and ending with a small ball on narrow end. It wasn’t real heavy and I didn’t have a clue what it was used for, I. Then one afternoon I was making a call to one of my customers. Their shipping manager was a guy I had known only over the phone for several years. Though we had talked for hours over the phone, mostly business, I had gotten to know him pretty well. I had even sent a gift six months before when his first c***d was born. I hadnt told him I was gonna be his sales person. The only time he had even seen me was the company callender picture of our entire office staff. When I walked into his office. And returned into the room, laid on the bed next to him on my tummy. Trying to be sexy and enticing, because beside the little scare I had just experienced, I totally wanted more. We started talking, about what? I don’t remember, all I remember is that I was naked, he was naked, but he was watching football on the television. What the fuck! So I tried a bit more, being sexy and enticing, but I was really just a beginner, could I really reach out and just take his cock in my hands? I wasn’t.