“here you go stud, a little Bud before the fun” she said a she opened the can. The boat house was quiet except for the sound of gently lapping wat...r.“what kind of fun did you have in mind ?” I asked in a sultry love voice.“I mean” she stepped up into the boat docked in the house and sat in the back seat “I think you know what I mean” she put her beer on the edge of the boat and leaned back spreading her legs. ”“I mean before we fuck”I stepped into the boat and sat beside her “lets do it babe” I. Every time I would have those violent thoughts, though, I would feel bad and change the fantasy; Zoe would start crying, I would start crying with her, and we'd tearfully embrace. I'd forgive her, tell her I understood what it was like being an outsider, never really fitting in, and we'd end up kissing. But then Mom would discover us together, and be heartbroken, and I'd feel so bad about that, that I'd go back to imagining Zoe was a horrible excuse for a human being again.As soon as Drama Club. Tammi sang a happy tune as she walked along the trail, she would have skipped, but she didn't want to end up sore. She sang a song that her Nana used to sing.When I was a serving maid down on Drury lane,My master he was kind to me; my mistress was the same.When along came a sailor boy with laugh so bright and gay, And he was the source of all my misery.Chorus:With his bell bottom trousers, coat of navy blue, He would climb the riggin' like his daddy used to do.He asked me for a candle to light. Patrons of the College Knight's Club were attending the memorial service for the lead singer of the band Tidewater, who made headlines after vanishing just before a recording session six months ago and then for the phenomenal hit "On A Mountain Top" that was released days after his reported disappearance. On a night where as many as six hundred college and local kids would have otherwise packed the small tavern to hear and dance to the music of this rising star, they were instead in a service.