I want to touch her. That’s why I have come. In the night, to touch her. To stroke her cheek. To part her hair with my fingers. To let her eyes open... To see me. To see what He wanted, what He took, what I let Him have. Her, all alone now. Her, in her big empty house. Her without Him. Him without me. I want her to know. To share me. I want her to see me; me, as I am. The me He made me.I blow so gently into her nose, her gently-tilted nose that must have captivated him when he was at Medical. Once I was satisfied with my hair style withwhat little I had to work with at the time I began to apply my make-up. Ibegan to remove the make-up from the bag. I paused and closed my eyes. Iwasn't equipped to put on make-up like Jessica had. I began to thinkharder about the situation and I realized I had access to Jessica'smemories. It seemed as if a whirlwind hit my head as I began to remembereverything about her up until this point. I guess they really did mean mindand body and that is when I. I pulled them apart and sat Tyler the same way I had Sam before. I began jerking Tyler and i leaned back and made out with Kevin and spit some cum into his mouth for him to enjoy. Kevin lined up his cock with my ass which was awkward in the water. My ass had tightened overnight and it hurt a little. Apparently I must have gripped Tyler's cock too hard and let out a little yell. "Oh I'm sorry, here let me make it up to you." I said. I lowered my mouth and deepthroated him. As i did this. In hindsight, I found the conversation therapeutic and noted that I didn't choke up as I often had when talking about my dead wife.After dinner, we went to the club she liked and sat through one set of the live band. We danced a little, and with her encouragement I felt my dancing got better and looser as the evening wore on. When the band took a break, Kim nudged me and said, "I want to take a longer ride, and then go home." We rode out of town and at her direction she took me past the.