Standing behind me, he ran his hands up my hips to my waist and held firm. His body didn’t touch me. His lips touched the back of my neck, moved tra...ling kisses up under my right ear. When his hands moved around to my stomach and upwards to cup my breasts, he was gentle this time. With feather-light fingers, he teased my nipples. As his fingers moved across my nubs, they hardened even more. Every nerve ending in my body was alive. Just as my body was adjusting to this new, softer touch, he. Remember? You have not really had real time to relax and unwind since Juli was born." Not true, I take time to rest every day."I reached over and squeezed his hand. "That's not the same dear. You are going to burn yourself out running after the kids, taking care of the cooking and household, and working at the Hospital four days a week. Cherish wants you to take some time and rest, and I agree." I left out that Cherish also fears he is becoming overprotective of the children after the. They live some 45 minutes away from us, near our favourite nude beach, so Grant could come down and stay with me, when we went swimming, I grabbed my gear, and headed off, arriving mid afternoon, I spent time with them before going out for dinner, and then driving them to the airport, later in the evening. I rang Grant, but no reply, I drifted of to sleep soon after. Monday after I had eaten breakfast, and fed the animals, I rang Grant again, as we talked, I told him I rang last night, and. Repression and constraint from impure thoughts and actions was a concept preached to me by most of my elders, yet sex was present in all of their lives and affairs. Sex is inescapable yet they all told me to run from it. I must admit too; there was part of me for some time that did try to do just that, but sex was always finding its way back into my daily life, whether it was from having lustful thoughts in church after seeing a sexy mom in a skirt and stockings, or getting aroused at hearing.