She held me with both hands while she swallowed, her eyes fixed on me all the time. I thought I'd never stop coming. I didn't want to stop, the feelin...s were too intense, this woman, this stunningly beautiful woman was willingly swallowing all my seed.I was unable to stop myself from sinking down onto my knees on the thick carpet."Thomas," she said softly. "Are you all right darling?"She'd called me darling again."You didn't have to do that." I wanted to do it," she said with a smile. "I've. M. train stopped on its first station and to my surprise all my co-passengers descended from the train. Now I was left alone in the compartment, it was a mixed feeling of loneliness and fear. But thank god, suddenly two men appeared and adjusted themselves in my cabin. One of them was a robust man about 35 years old and was wearing narrow blue jeans with a casual checked shirt, the other seemed to be younger about 30 and was wearing skin fit black denim and navy blue t-shirt. I could clearly. Which book would he have hidden it behind? Jennifer started scanning titles looking for Chastise or some other word that leaped out at her as significant. Jennifer followed the books from the left side of the door, and after covering half the left wall, gave up. It was getting too far from the door.Going back to the door, she started on the right side of the room scanning titles again looking for something to leap out at her, and finding nothing. Looking at her watch, and noticing it was almost. He's the first, really, since-you know. I had to re-learn how to love and trust someone. It was easy-because you taught me. It's my fault that I caught on too late, not yours.Every letter I've ever sent has ended the same way. You've been my best friend since I was eleven. You'll always be my best friend. And I miss my best friend very, very much.Love,Annie."I finished-blinking back my own tears-when Ed came down, a forced smile on his face. He was dressed.I stood up and walked over to him,.