" Ever since that night I relive the same night over and over again. Ican't control my actions. It's such a horrible existence knowing what Ihave to l...ve through again and again. I believe the terrible events ofmurder and death created a supernatural sphere around this hotel. We'reall trapped here." Every June 25 on the anniversary of the explosion our spirits becomemuch stronger and we can interact more with the living guests. Becauseof your desire to see me, and my additional strength. " I know," Sharon said, excited."Your, um, appendage won't get any smaller, unless we resume anti-androgens. And I know you want to retain full functionality, so I don'trecommend we do that. Are you all right with it?" It's pretty small," Sharon replied. "I like it just the way it is." So," Jocelyn said. "She's a real girl, now." She was always a real girl. We just had to work a little to bring it allto the surface."That was why Sharon loved having Dr. Hadley as her doctor.They went home from. ” Shortly after that, she regained her composure. I noticed that she was doing the “pee-pee dance”, which got me aroused. She gathered her crutches and made for the bathroom. On the way, she sarcastically commented, “You men have it easy… you just whip it out and do it…” Without thinking I replied, “Have you tried peeing in the sink?” She froze. With great pain, she turned around and in a demanding voice said, “Show me! Show me how!” Reluctantly I agreed, and followed her to the bathroom. As I. Harry pointed the jeep on a track toward a group of wooded hills that appeared to be off to the north according to his reading of the map. As they ran up into a valley, Jeff began to feel they had made a mistake in their choice of destination as the trees and thick underbrush quickly closed on the sides of the track and prevented any attempt at turning about. "This is not what I had in mind at all. Can't one find some grass and decent shade in this dust bowl of a country," complained.