We will never mention it again," I told her with my legs still shaking. Even as I said the words, I was not really sure I meant what I had just said. ...he closed the door behind her and went out to talk to her guests. I lay on the floor for 20 minutes before I managed to get up and get dressed. The party was over about at about 3 am and I crashed on the couch. I woke the next morning and my head was spinning, still thinking about what happened. I could not believe it. I knew it was an accident. " Why are you being so open with me?" I asked puzzled, "I mean you could get into loads of trouble for doing and saying some of the things we've done." You could be hit by a car while crossing the street," he said as he looked at me, "that doesn't mean you stop crossing streets, does it?"Look Josh," he began to explain, "what happened yesterday really scared you. It scares us too every time we see it. We've got two choices: either roll over and take it and let them win or we can rebel. Granted,. That was a form of cheating on Suzanne, I mused. I had a sex life of my own that she was isolated from. My 'addiction' to those stories wasn't terribly healthy, I guess.Then our anniversary night. Wow. That was an awakening for me. When confronted with the reality of the hotwife, my immediate reaction was to recoil. I wanted to go back to vanilla sex and quiet close loving. But John had seen that spot on my soul that still enjoyed what was happening. He knew that if it was teased right, it. Harvey leaned over and wispered "what the hell are you doing" i wispered back "acting out every loves the bads ones by the looks of it" we ate are meal and i burped really loud and my mom breathed out loud to sign she was getting angry at me i spoke to one of the guess and said to him "so what bitch you shagging now a days" the guess was shocked and looked at me in a really bad way harvey turned to me and said "are you quite finished" so i said to him "you dont like it you know a divorce is.