Through the music I think I hear my mom yell Allie's real name. Now I have a pretty wild imagination. I didn't think I could hear anything with these ...hings going on full blast, so I just shake it off. But around 15 minutes later, I take off my earbuds, and grab a cigarette. My mom comes down the stairs, faster than a bat out of hell. Her expression twisted in a perculier way. "Get upstairs." She tells me. I'm completely confused, but I put my cigarette behind my ear and go up the stairs first.. " But it IS fun, Dan! And it might be just playing right now, but I saw what Mister Phil ended up with at the end of the project. We can be part of that. Beats the daylights out of a career stacking panties at WalMart." I can't see you doing that long, darlin'," he said."I did that paper, Dan. I looked at statistics and stories and anecdotes and there's more than a little foundation to the stereotypes about poor white trash. How about three kids by the age of twenty, high school drop-out..." I. '"I jump into his arms and plant a big kiss on his lips pushing my tongue in to seal the deal."Just how do you want to do this, Morgan? I mean how far, how fast, when, you know." Well, we don't have much time this afternoon, so how about tomorrow? And, let me think about the rest, you know, how fast and how far."I was awake during the night much more than usual. And I was rubbing myself most of the time just thinking about the day to come when my brother and I start doing sex with each. The very last time we were alone together was a few days before she was due to leave. It was also when Anita 's hand traced my erection for the first and only time. It lasted but a few brief minutes but provided my fantasies for the next few years. I think her parents planned that our last time together would be sooner than we expected so as to prevent any dangerous goodbyes.Anita knew my address and promised to write as soon as she was settled into her new home. So with tears in our eyes we.