. kay..." She was still a little lost. "That's the curse?" That kind of precludes me from using it for my own direct enjoyment."She shifted in her sea... and started to feel something. Sara thought she was starting to catch on, then, "Direct... ?" Well, I have to admit that the experience can be incredible, and probably beyond anything I could hope for as a regular guy. And that's where the corruption comes in."The waitress chose that moment to brush by their table. They smelled her perfume and. I do this before and get mine that way. I have ALWAYS done it that way. I did it before you came in the room. You broke me or something. I don't know but I thought I was having a heart attack. I worried I would be found in your bed, can you imagine if Star came home and found me there???????? I explained I would have got her dressed and called 911. Would not find her there. I got her calmed down and after some strange conversation, explained the female orgasm. She told me how she told her. Most of the patrons weren't dressed and remained at the bar or at tables. "The three stooges," said O'Brien. The three men were good, doing a stooges routine. They got a spattering of applause. Not surprisingly the sexy genie and catwoman each got a lot of applause. "Darth Vader and Princess Leia." Carrie climbed on stage and fired at the crowd with her toy blaster. George activated his light saber. It was a plastic collapsable toy. The red plastic shot out and he turned the flashlight on. It. The People magazine article that had appeared a month or so earlier called me 'outrageously handsome.' I still had trouble grappling with that superlative description and blushed when I even thought of the term.Sally leaned against a doorframe watching me stack my bags and made a statement that seemed to come out of the blue, "You meditate don't you? You're spiritual."I smiled warmly at her as I stood in the middle of the living room, "Yes, I try to meditate for at least twenty minutes each.