I loved Caleb, I really did. But Paul just made my body quiver. Caleb had mistaken this to be sobbing. Shh, baby. Im sorry. He brushed my long, sligh...ly curly blonde bangs out of my face with his long soft thumb. He wrapped his other lanky arm around me and pulled my chest against his lightly hair one. He put his hand under my chin and forced me to look into his bright loving light brown eyes. We stared into eachother for ten seconds before he shoved his tongue into my mouth. That boy went. I was fixated on a cold memory when I had a wonderful, interesting, intelligent, warm and beautiful companion sitting right across from me." Lucas -- I can't be just friends with you. You're like a drug to me ... like a narcotic. The more of you I get the more I need. I can quit you altogether but I can't have you as just a friend. I've been deluding myself that I could. If I'm going to have you, then I need all of you, Lucas. I need you to be part of me." I understand," he replied. "I've been. To usne kaha ki nahi to.. Kyo apne aisa kyo puchh.. To mai kaha ki nahi bus u hi.. Ki itna tight suit hai ki badan ka hai ang ubhar kar saf dikh raha hai our samne walo ko pagal kar raha hai.. Is bat par vo sharma gayi our kuchh bolti uske pahle hi idris aa gaya.. Fir humne bear pi.. Is bich mai to raziya ke husn ka ras apni nazro se pi hi raha tha.. Sath hi raziya bhi kabhi 2 tirchhi nazaro se mujhe dekh kar muskura rahi thi.. Fir mai karib 30 min cd jane laga to idris ne mujhe agle din bhi. "Ok let's see the rest."I unclipped my bra and let it fall."Turn for me," she said."Right very nice," she smiled, "nothing wrong there." Thanks," I said grabbing for my clothes."Before you get dressed let see what I can find that will fit you," she said. "Come with me."She wasn't exactly the same size as me, a bit wider in the hips and bigger in the cup but they were still a lot better than what I had."Look if you really want to do this," she said, "go home and have a couple of days practice in.