My father held me close as I moaned and cried and wished I could just sleep it off. His body was the only warmth I could feel in a world that had, sud...enly, become so very cold and barren. I shivered, pulling my body closer to his nakedness, not caring for a moment what might seem wrong to others, I was for once warm. He held me close that first night, took care of me every time I wanted a sip of water.I know he was naked, but I do not remember seeing him that way as he made countless trips to. I saw that you were wearing makeup as well. Does looking likea girl make you happy?" Happy? I was just expressing myself." To who?" I guess to you." Is that what you wanted me to see. I mean do you want me to see you asa girl?" I think I just wanted you to see that part of me. I don't normallylook like that." You looked pretty comfortable that way." It was okay... you are easy to talk to." Thank you. Does it get you excited or aroused when you dress up?" I don't really dress up like that. I did. It’s tempting but I decide to stick with it, just in case…When I get back to my pc, my heart jumps as I see movement. It’s gone out of focus somewhat, but then suddenly comes back and I see Annabelle sat on the edge of the bed next to my father, their backs to me. They both have a glass of red and my father has a hand on her left shoulder, gently rubbing it. I can’t see from this angle, but I suspect Annabelle may have a hand on his thigh. They’re chatting for a minute or two like this before. I had made love to my wife the next day, at the tail end of her fertile cycle, and a month later she told me the wonderful news. Maddie had been born a day early...A DAY EARLY. Hindsight is 20/20, they say, and I was now thinking about my daughter's features. She didn't REALLY look like me; my wife, sure...and Todd!I popped the tape out and write-protected it, then put it in a safe place. I did NOT tell Pearl about it. She loves Maddie, and I don't want to destroy their relationship. .