" Dropping down on one knee and fishing in my pocket I pulled out a small black box. I looked up to her and said;"Maria, these last nine months have b...en wonderful. You have filled a void in my life that I never thought could ever be filled again. I know that compared to you I'm an old man and that I don't deserve someone as beautiful, and vivacious as you. But I promise you that I will always love you, that I will always try to make you happy; and that your life with me will never be dull.. "I don'tbelieve you. You told me you were fine before but your parents told meotherwise so I know how well you can lie. We are flying down so I canjudge for myself." You don't have to do that but I'll be happy to see you both. I missyou." We miss you too. Anna is making Florentines to bring."I smiled even though Gabriel couldn't see it. "Yum, I've missed those.What kind?"A yawn escaped and Gabriel heard it. "I have no idea. I stay out of thekitchen when she's stressed. You must be stancato so. Before, I never gave them much thought.During my cross-dressing time, I went out with Jen and Sandy. Most often it was to lesbian localities. When we did go out elsewhere, I didn't seem to notice that extreme amount more attention from men.Once I started going out alone, it was a completely different story.The thing is, even if you are a lesbian and not interested sexually in men, they cannot be excluded from your life. Men themselves, do not allow this to happen. It's a part of their whole. She explained that I would always be in control, and that she couldn't make me do anything I didn't want to do but that I would feel very relaxed and uninhibited. She then went on about relaxing.. she said it over and over.. telling me over and over that I could feel my body going deeper and deeper into relaxation.Well, as she promised, I never lost consciousness. I was completely aware of my surroundings, that I was in Julie's dorm room with her two friends, and that I was under hypnosis. I.