One by one they came down to warm waiting meal. Once everyone had eaten Chloe told me she would clean up and for me to shower and get ready for Mr. Ke...ler to take me to the institute.I hour or so later I was walking out the house in a pretty sun dress and sandals that Chloe had picked out for me to wear. I gave her a tight hug and kissed her passionately then turned to have Max take me in his arms and lift me off my feet. His soft kisses belied his outward physical strength. Then Mr. Kesler. It's about liberation, and recognizing my true nature. I've never beenstronger than when I'm Jessica. So am I a tranny? I guess I am, to behonest. But mostly," I added, pausing to find the words, "mostly I'mjust Jessica. A sexual person. A sexual feminine person. I'vediscovered I live for dressing up. It seems to release the real me, thesexual me. There doesn't seem to be any in between at all, and to behonest, even though it's only been a few days now, I feel like I want tobe Jessica. In 1979, Claytor was forced into his retirement, partly because of his age, and also because Southern wanted to merge with Norfolk and Western. Norfolk and Western weren't interested so long as Southern had the money loss of the Crescent on their books and Graham wouldn't budge on the subject. So out he went.It was John and a young George who convinced Claytor to take the offered job of running Amtrak."Come on, Graham," John had said to Claytor, who was sitting in the living room of Caldwell. ” Liu added, not once missing a stroke. “Looks like you’re taking the appropriate action, Chang.” The man responded. Liu motioned me off his knee and I stood before him and the other three men. I covered myself out of shame. “Keep your hands at your side, Kaitlyn.” Liu said. “Kaitlyn, I want you to meet detectives Troy, Giles and Martin.” For me, it was a most awkward introduction. I looked up at them and nodded as I felt their eyes on me. “It’s nice to see you.” Giles said with a wink. “Thank.