He handed me a cup and said good morning dear. He could tell that I had been crying and came over and sit beside me and put his arms around me. “Wha... is wrong dear you have been crying” he said. I busted out in tears and it took me a few minutes before I could speak. “Bill what have I done” and I began to tell him about all my guilt, shame, and embarrassment. I spilled my guts out to Bill in about five minutes with all my questions and concerns. “Will those guys still respect me, will they tell. "Sit on top of me Jill," I said. "I want to look at you when I fuck you."She turned round and sat on my groin, rubbing herself along my erection."Why?" Why what?" Why do you want to look at me?" Because you're beautiful." So are you, Tommy, you're fucking gorgeous, but I can't do this." Jill, for Christ's sake." Shush Tommy, don't be angry at me please, I love you, you know that but I love your mum as well, and in spite of what she's done, I still can't hurt her."She leaned forward and kissed. As we walked in, the same clerk was on duty. He gave me a thumbs-up as we made it to the elevator, laughing and touching each other. No, we didn’t get up to anything in the elevator, I kept fighting his hands off anything that might get us arrested, but once we hit the room all bets, and most of our clothing, were off.My god, he was energetic and such a wonderful lover. He had no hesitation about anything, which in some ways was refreshing. It was like we had been lovers for a while. That next. Sucking in a deep breath Alan hadn’t realized that he’d been holding his breath. Truda’s eyes opened and she stared at Alan then got to her feet and threw herself at him. Tears were falling from her eyes. “Thank you I have been afraid for so long. Thank you for leading me out of that place; I will remember what you said. I am so glad that someone else understands now.” Hugging Alan tightly she let him go and ran to her brother and embraced him fiercely kissing his face with love.Angelika could.