അവരാകട്ടെ അവരുടെ കുണ്ടി വെട്ടിച്ചു പിളര്ന്നി രുന്ന പൂറ...�� എന്റെ വായിലെക്കമര്ത്തി . പിന്നെ ഞാനൊന്നും ആലോചിച്ചില്ല എന്റെ നാക്ക് ആ പൂറില്‍ കടത്തി നക്കാന്‍ തുടങ്ങി. ആന്റിയില്‍ നിന്നും മുരള്ച്ച കള്‍ ഉയര്ന്നു .ഞാനവരുടെ കനത്ത ചന്തികള്‍ ഞെക്കിപ്പിഴിഞ്ഞു. ചന്തിപ്പാളികള്‍ വിടര്ത്തി ചുവന്ന കൂതിയില്‍ എന്റെ വിരലുകള്‍ കടത്തി പണ്ണാന്‍ തുടങ്ങി. ആന്റിയുടെ സീല്ക്കാ രങ്ങളില്‍ നിന്നും അവര്‍ അതിഷ്ടപ്പെടുന്നു എന്നെനിക്കു മനസ്സിലായി. ഏകദേശം 20 മിനിട്ട് കഴിഞ്ഞപ്പോള്‍ ആന്റി പെട്ടെന്ന് എഴുന്നേറ്റു തിരിഞ്ഞു അവരുടെ മുഖം. " Why did you breakup?" We were fighting all the time. We married a year before 9/11 and whenthat happened I had to work a lot of overtime. I lost a lot of friendswhen the buildings collapsed and I was pissed off all the time. I felt itwasn't fair for them to have put their lives on the line and have someassholes fly planes into those buildings and then they had to die tryingto save other peoples lives like that. I finally came to realize that Iwas pissed off at myself because I wasn't there to. Trying on the blonde wigs proved that Sarah Carerrawould be a hottie. I wasn?t sure I was ready for that! With a little insecurity, we purchased the set of wigs. I really hopedthere was a contract heading my way, because the total was over $1,000!The store said they would hold onto the boxes while I got my hair done.Mom led me through the connecting door into the salon.The salon wasn't as busy that evening. The receptionist handed me a bookof styles and told me that someone would be with me. "I did say yes," I replied hesitantly, "But it was a mistake, I shouldn'thave done that. I wasn't thinking clearly, and I got caught up in themoment." What are you going to do if Tim Moreland finds out you're really a kidrunning around in his mother's clothes?" Mrs. Estes asked. "Have youthought about that, Darren?" No, but he won't find out," I said, "I'll be careful." Don't you see, Darren?" Mrs. Estes asked. "It's just not natural. Godnever intended for boys to become girls and he certainly.