As the adrenalin drained from my body I began to shake. I lowered myself to the bed feeling the full weight of my abuse. I told Lisa to unlock my coll...r. When I heard the lock click I fumbled with the clasp of the hated symbol of my submission. With a last major effort I weakly flung it away from myself.I had briefly slept to be awakened by Lisa wiping my forehead with a cool cloth. "Water, food, aspirin" I had whispered to her. Over the next day and night Lisa ministered to me and by the next. Naanum vaaiyil jollu ozhuga avalai paarthu vazhinthu konde irunthen.Avalukum en meethu kaama aasai irunthathu, ena seivathu endru theriyaamal irunthom appozhuthu aval mobile numberai enidam ragasiyamaga oru seetil ezhuthi tharaiyil en kaalin keezhe potal.Athai naan nanbanuku theriyaaamal eduthu konden, iruvarum veetirku vanthu vitom. Nanbanidam enaku velai irukirathu endru solli vittu neraga mendum maruthuva manaiku sendru doctorku phone seithen. Appozhuthu doctor phone eduthu pesinal, naan. I was in a T-shirt that time. I removed it immediately. She askedme the reason. I gave a silly reason saying that if any dust falls whileremoving the T-shirt will be spoiled. Sheasked me to lift. I bent down and hugged her from below the buttocks and liftedher slowly. My lips are exactly infront of her navel. When she removedeverything from there, she asked me to bring her down. I told her to check ifshe removed everything from there. While doing so, air from my mouth touchedher navel and I. After a moment, she laughed and said "Gawddamn, Kay, you're really fisting me."I laughed nervously, looked around, and said "I'd wondered if you'd notice." Go easy" she said. "I'm afraid of hurting you" I told her and looked around again. "Pay attention to what you're doing" she snapped. "Just keep your hand in a fist until I tell you different." She then grabbed my forearm and started moving my hand for herself. "Gawd, Kay, you've got me really stretched out." then she smiled at me and added.