He wanted to join the army like his quartermaster father, and she did not want him to. Captain Foster sent me to see her, and I am not sure whether or...not he thought he was doing me or her a favor.She was a healthy and handsome woman in her mid-thirties. She had a quick smile and, with the help of two servants, was doing a good job of raising four very active young ones as far as I could tell. Her husband was seldom home, evidently. She told me that when we first met, and after I spent several. THE TELEPHONE CALLIt was still early in the morning, while I was playing with my dolls in myroom just like always before breakfast still in my night shirt. Mom wasalready busy fixing breakfast, and so that left me a bit of time to play.Everything looked a bit cluttered again, in the middle of the room stood adoll?s baby buggy and a lot of other Baby Born toys were scattered about.Now to tell the truth, I was born a boy. Just a few people know how thingslook in my deepest insides. My name is. I melted into him with silence and acceptance as the old married man gave me a French kiss and shattered through all my boundaries of staunch Hindu morality which broke over me like a wave ecstasy and made me rush even harder to tremble in his arms and moan silently. Razzak asked if I'm ok while my face lay close enough to feel his warm spicy breath when he spoke and had me reply yes I'm perfect now. He caressed my long black hair and asked if I'd take an hour long drive with him and had it. I just didn't want to hear anymore.The rest of the school year I became more of a loner. I saw the guys from time to time and saw them at a couple of parties. If Lynn was there I never stayed. I just used the excuse that my grades were down and I had to study more. I totally avoided Lynn and she must have got the message because she avoided me after that.You need to know that I didn't blame Lynn for anything. She didn't do anything wrong. It was just the shit that went through my head. I.