He pulls out an old charcoal grill, pours lighter fluid on the coals and tosses in a match before putting the steak on to cook. As it cooks, he looks ...t the calendar. The picture this month is of a supermodel posing with a car. Drawn over her in marker are dotted lines separating out cuts, with written in labels for them. Each day, even weekends, has two lines drawn on it. He draws one line on todays date, July 28th. Looking at the day, he says Ive been doing two a day for nearly two months. .. you’re inside me!” I answered, whispering it in his ear. “Let me up, please!”“I don’t know how it happened,” he said calmly. “Now that it’s in there, it would be best to pretend that there’s nothing’s wrong. You can get up when the music starts. I think it must have slipped in because you’re so wet and slippery down there. Are you always like that?”“Oh, God! I ... I’m sorry! I didn’t know! But ... can’t you take it out now?”“No, I don’t think we should. If we did, and people asked me why, we. Finally, speaking so softly, I strain to hear, she says, "I know I'm not beautiful like some girls, and I don't have breasts and curves. I don't dress like them, act like them, or enjoy a lot of girly things. So, often guys treat me like a buddy, not a woman. It can hurt, and sometimes I'm sad and angry at nothing because of it. I guess I act out because I don't know what else to do."I liked you a lot and I didn't want you to think of me as a buddy, even as one with benefits. But I didn't know. Amio tai puro langto hoye andaj kore aste aste Swapandar leper vetore dhuke porlam. Swapanda takhon ghume kator. Chit hoye shue ghumochchhe. Chup chap ektu shue thaklam ami, tarpar hat baralam Swapandar shorire. DekhiBablur motoi Swapanda ekta barmuda pore achhe. Gaye ekta genji. Ami amar hat aste aste Swapandar buke bolate laglam. Tarpar pete. Ektu pare hat niye gelam barar upor. Barmudar vetor bara shanto hoye ghumochchhe. Ami ebar aaro sahosi hoye barmudar vetore hat dhukiye Swapandar barata.