The nurses who paid witness came up behind us. If you can give us a few minutes, the doctors sent down orders for us to complete and then you can have...the rest of the night to yourselves. In a trance I just nodded and headed out of the room and just sat down on the floor in the hallway since no chairs were available outside the room. Her dad–my father-in-law, came out behind me and just walked off, knowing that he had likely just said goodbye to his daughter for the last time with her alive. In. I stood behind her while she sat in the chair. I began to gently massage her shoulders. I slowly moved my hands down off her shoulders to her chest above her breasts. She reached for my hands and pulled them down to touch her breasts. I wasn't too sure of what she wanted so I just rubbed them."He never knows what to do with my breasts when we have sex," she said."I know," I laughed.I was still unsure of what she was suggesting here but I took a shot and stuck my hands down the neck of her shirt. "Is everything all right, Mage Roxanne?" I asked during a quiet moment."It is now, John. Thank you," she replied. "I am seriously embarrassed that I did not think to offer Alpha Jacob the basic courtesy of sending him home after he travelled all the way from Poland to warn us. It was a serious breach of good manners and Mage Morgana expects far better from us all these days, unlike when the Department last operated under Mage Abelard." I don't know of any Mage Abelard," I replied."He was. " We're more interested in the centering and calm focus aspects, but the breathing is the foundation. Without it, the rest is difficult to achieve and even more difficult to maintain." Ren said.We sat, eyes closed, bringing our breathing into measured focus, but once we were there we seemed for some reason to get nowhere. I broke my focus and opened my eyes."What's wrong?" I asked. "Something is keeping us collectively from getting anywhere with this." Two things, I think." Cor said. "First —.