It's a reminder of my vow, of my commitment to being submissive to Brother Dexter; and of my faith in God." I'm glad it doesn't hurt while wearing it.... Then she added: "I'm very proud of you for the way you have embraced this." Are you?" Of course! You've been such an inspiration to me, and I know others feel the same."I felt pleased to hear her say that. It helped. It was by no means easy to live the life of a married, but celibate, Christian cuckold. It was an hourly, and daily, and very. ”I hesitated only for a second before pulling him in for a hug. “If there’s anything I can do...”He flushed and smiled. “You’ll be the first to know.”I let him go, and went to find Alistair, my own personal comforter. We ate dinner with the Wardens left at the Keep, and then I bid them all goodbye before they turned in for the night. They were all leaving early, and I knew I wouldn’t see most of them before they departed. Sigrun seemed disgruntled at leaving me and a number of servants in. What is it, scaring the living crap out of all of us?”He looked surprised. “Just stay away from us, okay?”, I said exasperated. “No, I will not”. He inched closer to me. My head started spinning all of a sudden. A harsh grin flashed on his face. “What… the hell… are you doing…”, I gasped. I had never fainted in my entire life, but now I felt I was very close. “Come with me”, he said, averting his eyes. The dizziness immediately disappeared. I couldn’t not follow him. I was too scared and too. Our folks died, got a fever las' winter." Sorry," I said. "He treat you all right?"She was silent and hurried back to the wagon and her reedy singing before I could even ask her name.The third fair-haired girl, who might have been seventeen or eighteen, was called Lori and was, I guess, the prettiest of the three although they were all good looking people. I came and sat beside her on a stump as she and her younger sister rested between songs, hands primly in their laps and bonnets on their.