Suspicious insight. Almost like it knows you. Interesting. Slowly, it retracts. In ascending it takes twenty fold the time it did to dive.The first th...ust is always hardest with this one. Consciousness and unconsciousness wage a battle in your mind, one vying for control, while the other advocates a complete loss of it. In the moment, no part of either one knows which side they are on. Your thoughts are turbulent, but for a second, you regain a degree of command over your faculties and relax. One evening it was very cloudy and windy and as I was about to leave the club for home it started pouring very heavily. I love to get drenched in the rain, so without botheration I started walking. Well the weather was damn romantic in my standards and I was elated beyond explanation.As I have just come out of our club and walked a couple of minutes in the desolate service lane, I heard a sweet voice calling my name, I turned back and found Rachana aunty waving at me from the driver’s seat of a. But I was not sure if she would get mad. I did not want her to be mad at me.Wait, I'm not really explaining this very well. I guess it's a little complicated. I did something once and I guess I knew all along, that I would do it again. My name is John Pressman and I took advantage of my wife. I guess that is partially why she is no longer my wife. The first thing you have to understand is that I love her, I really do. I was faithful to Susan for six years, I tried to make our marriage work.. .. I'm not just your aunt," I laugh. "I'm also a registered nurse with a degree in psychology. Maybe I can help you overcome your ... um ... issues." I smile. "I'll meet you upstairs in half an hour." I take one last look at the large bulge in his swimsuit before turning to go. When I said his bulge was exactly what I was expecting, I lied. I wasn't expecting it to be that large or so enticing. I might need that half hour myself.As I walk up the stairs to my apartment, I see Jeremy almost.