Well the embrace shocked me, her breasts mashed up against my ribcage took my breath away both figuratively and literally."I am so sorry to hear that,...I can't even imagine what you are going through." Its been rough, I still love her and probably will always love her." After ending the embrace, I slowly told Erica about our life together, all of our goals and inspirations in life.Occasionally, a tear would fall, but all in all, I felt like I held it together pretty well. I noticed that. "It's cold," Jackie said, rubbing her biceps. Indeed, it was, and I handed her the lightweight coat from the back of her closet door."Will you stop that!" she hissed. "Those women are already freaking out." I could make them go away," I offered."Don't you dare!" she said fiercely. She pulled on the North Face jacket and zipped it up to her chin."It'll give them something to talk about in bed tonight," I said.She glowered at me. I laughed. I wanted so badly to yank her against me and assault her. Spring was here. Kate rolled on her side and I cradled her head against my neck. I was thinking about what had happened at the pool earlier that morning.Raining hard a couple of hours earlier when Ben and Kate and I arrived at the pool. Just before dawn, dark and really wet. No surprise that we had the place to ourselves. Not even Marie around. The Classic was only a couple of weeks away, and we all were working pretty hard, but we eased up a little this morning.Kate and I did a few laps, then. ." Jane blushed, prettily. Dr. Susan noticed that she was actually wearing a little bit of makeup this time. Of course, she was still dressed in the sweater and sweat pants - she refused to wear anything else outside the house. Oh well. Baby steps."Did you tell him?" Dr. Susan prompted."Yes, I did." And?"Jane thought back to that night. After sex the second time (twice!!), they were laying in bed together, just talking - something they used to do all the time, but which recently had gotten.