Just be ready for the criticism, and I'm not sure I would tell your Dad my real age." I'll cross that bridge, as they say..." Selena said dismissing t...e thought.Joe took each of her hands in his and pulled her toward the middle of the little cocktail table until their faces were about a foot apart over the lit candle bowl."Have I ever told you how pretty you are and that just a look at your face changes my whole mood and demeanor? I feel like you're looking through me talking to my soul. I've. .. Ma’am please get the police on duty at the address I’ve given you it’s an urgent emergency” I put the phone down, “let’s hope they get here on time” “ you know your father will never use a gun , why did you tell the police that?” “To get them here quicker” she looked at me deep in my eyes and said, “Do you love me son?” “Yes more than you’ll ever know mom” “After this mayhem son, I want to be your wife, your woman I want you to take me away and start a new life with me” my dick was pounding. Dad didn't help any with those feelings.Every time he called me his big guy when I wanted to be his sweetprincess or hear him complain about not taking my shirt off at thebeach, I wanted to cut my throat open. I could never get dad tounderstand how going topless didn't feel right to me and I longed towear a woman's one piece bathing suit rather than a pair of male trunks.I did not let such feelings stop me from being myself. In games of houseI'd left my younger cousin, Philip be the father so I. Danny left and I took the new dresses to my room and tried them bothon. I was wearing the red one when mom walked in on me."I think it's time that you went to the salon. Your hair is now down toyour lower neck, and I'm quite sure they can fix you up to look reallynice, and playing tennis, it will be a lot cooler without a wig. Shallwe go now?"I changed clothes, then mom and I went to the salon where they cut andadded a soft perm to my hair, leaving me with a fuller style that wasmost definitely.