As Adam helped with the bags he whispered, “there's something running down your calf and it's not rain drops”. She turned her head saying “hush�...�! They went inside, she grabbed a paper towel, wiped it clear and laughed. They hadn't sat 15 minutes before a van rolled up, It was another “side friend”, Susan went out. Adam watched his radio antenna whipping back and forth for 10 minutes until she got out and walked to the rear of the van. Soon the man was bringing a 1 room kerosene heater inside. Rivera hadseen to so many details. I mean, who would have ever thought he could agethe skin on my hands and arms. I deposited the empty gum wrapper in theseat pouch in front of me and then pinched at the extra flab on my arm.It wasn't much, but it was there- middle aged woman flab.What would Coach Holloway think of me now, I wondered? My body had gonefrom hard and athletic to soft and mushy. I took a deep breath and heldit in as my huge breasts expanded. I remembered the walk though theairport. Don't worry."Page calmed herself. She was afraid to open her mouth again to speak; sure that what would come out had nothing to do with communication.Page had learned much about self-control and discipline in the years she had been a slave. Pain was a familiar companion, though one she had not greeted in a while. There had been times that the pain had blazed too hot to endure, but to move only made the pain worse. She had learned, no she had been trained, to endure much worse than this pain. " i just looked down atmy hands with nervous butterflies in my stomach and thought back to howit had started.It was eight months earlier, i was sitting in my room playing on mycomputer, looking at what hormones....female hormones, would do to a boymy age, for as far back as I could remember I've felt like a girl and Iknew that puberty was coming and I dreaded the thought of going throughit as a boy, I saw what it was doing to my brother Mike, he's a freshmanand a year older than me, a natural.