" Someone upset you," he said stepping into the rail next to me.I took another drag on my cigarette and looked at my feet, my armscrossed under my bre...sts like some type of defence mechanism, "It'sjust, I mean, Mum's married and she's flirting like mad with this guyit's not right." People do funny things on holiday Princess, I should know, the thing'syou see going on on this ship." I suppose, but I mean I'm her s.., daughter." Oops almost a fatalmistake there, I blushed a bit."Yeah well maybe. He slowly slides nearly all the way out and then pushes in again. It doesn’t hurt as much this time. I relax a little.Another slow thrust in and out feels even better. He moves a little faster. I’m still too tender to truly enjoy it, but I do like the feeling of Daddy on top of me. It’s not hurting as badly, and I cantell he feels good. I lift my hips slightly to give him a better angle.His breathing becomes more rapid, and he moves in and out of me faster. “Yes, Daddy,” I gasp. he kept on. ”“Because I found a man worth loving!”Himalaya and I had a day of reckoning. Sorting through the baggage and trash, we figuratively burned the malignant and polished the precious salvage. Building on this success, we designed an optimistic nontoxic relationship based on todays needs and not inhibiting tomorrows. Yesterday’s injury to Himalaya, when I violently forced penetration, is forgiven, blamed on inadequate communications. I was innocently ignorant, that during ovulation, Yosei. It broke my heart to see him hurt so much but the truth was I didn’t love him. I never had and should have told him sooner. Mark was about to feel my wrath.***My self-destruction had started. I drank every night while working. I tried my best not to go home. Most nights I stayed at Rick’s. He had come back down to West Palm for the Fall and Winter months. Unfortunately, his oldest daughter had moved to Fort Lauderdale and she visited him in West Palm from time to time. When she was.