Ever since I was young. I couldn’t help it, I was drawn to images of a man’s penis. I always found cock to be beautiful, sensual and exciting. Alt...ough I was extremely attracted to girls, when it was time for me to climax when I was masturbating, my thoughts usually drifted to dick, sucking and licking, dick. I was very young when my first time happened. I had not even been with a girl yet. I would like to say that I was seduced into my first “Gay” experience, but to be honest, I think I wanted. Her pink upturned nipples hardened perceptively and Jeanie suddenly felt a sudden decrease in blood pressure that could have resulted in fainting. Jeanie sat down on her bed and was suddenly overtaken by indigestion, & nausea. Jeanie felt like vomiting, so she ran into the bathroom and ralphed. She flushed the toilet, Jeanie felt much better after blowing chunks, and other than a slight case of paraesthesia, which in this case manifested itself in tingling or numbness of her right arm.. I told them it varied but many women like me enjoyed a very active sex life into their old age and that i certainly wasn’t old. They laughed and getting really cheeky asked if i had had an india man. I explained that as a young woman i had had a sikh lover. “my god” they exclaimed “a sardar!! They are wild in bed” and they both laughed. I laughed with them. I asked what kind of things they did to find relief. Embarrassed they didn’t say a thing and just looked at me nervously. I chuckled at. Enough said. The incident is forgotten. So what did you have in mind?"He was way more understanding of me than I would have been of him, or would have been of myself for that matter. If he would only yell at me I would feel more like I deserved another chance."Study. Thursday? My place?" I asked."I've got something Thursday. What about the weekend?"I had not been turned down; I had been postponed. I was not used to being postponed. People changed their schedules to accommodate me. This was new.