Partly because she decided to hold off on fucking Walker. Partly because she is actively seeking out Vanessa and me. Volunteered to help out at Eufori.... Asked if she could join me in my self-defense classes. Yes.And Bear, my best friend. We don’t see each other as often as we used to, but we instantly reestablish our closeness every time we get together. And now that I’m helping him with Barry’s blackmail problem ... well, all the better.My job. Sometimes it’s frustrating. Boring. Scary. But I. Old Nigra man named George Wallace's back there. There's a white family name of Hemphill, 'same general spot."Sam located the Hemphill's mobile home first. It was set well off the roadway and deep in the pines. The aged double-wide trailer had its back to the nearby highway. From its front door, one could see the beginnings of County Line Road, but the Hemphill place was well-away -- close to a mile -- from the scene of Emma Majeski's murder.He knocked on the door. Someone inside turned down. "Everyone started to talk at once. Questions about my singing mixed with ideas about how the paparazzo might have figured out where I was. Jesse put on her coat and came out to the trailer with me. She lowered the tailgate, and helped me back the bike out of the trailer and push it into the horse stable where there was more light. She didn't want me to start the engine lest I spook the horses with the noise.She turned on the stable lights, and found me an automotive trouble light. I took all my. When my husband would fuck me, I thought about having sex with strange men. I was especially wanting to have sex with a black man.I needed a little excitement in my life. I was looking to have a little fun. I had read about some sleazy adult theater and heard that people that were looking for sex could go and have a good time. I was planning to get myself all fixed up and head out over to the theater. I was going to make my dreams a new reality for myself.I knew this plan was seedy, but I.