When you love someone who doesn't love you back you keep pumping love. You are so oblivious and eager that you give them so much love. No matter what ...hey won’t give it back.When you love someone who doesn't love you back. You feel nothing but absolute pain and sorrow. You feel like there nothing left except the love that won't be taken. Your love is so strong and there’s so much that it floods you.When you love someone who doesn't love you back. You feel hopeless because of all the love you. The mall was one thing, but going out to a club?”“It’ll be fun. I’ll tell people you're my cousin. Maybe we’ll meet some cute guys. They’ll certainly be checking you out.”Despite my misgivings, we went to a club and danced with a couple of the guys there. I introduced myself as Jessica’s cousin, Brenda. By the end of the evening, we had agreed to go out with them on a double-date that coming Friday night. On the way home, the reality of the situation hit me.Jessica asked if I had a good. I should have closed the curtains, but I just watched. You got undressed ... I couldn’t stop looking. You were the first man I ever saw naked.”I smiled. “OK, so what? You saw me naked when I was wasn’t paying attention to the curtains. No big deal.”“It wasn’t just that time. I used to keep an eye on your room. I had binoculars. I watched you ... a lot ... I even saw you ummmm ... you know...”“You mean masturbate?”“Yes! You were the first man I saw with an erection. I used to ... you know .... She began to bob her head up and down on my shaft all the faster. She knew it would only be a few more minutes, and then she would be free of her duty, at least for now. "Oh yessss, that's a good girl!"Back before I changed the rules on her, she would probably have been finished by now. In those days, I had allowed her to use her hands to stroke my dick while she sucked on the end. However, I soon discovered that she was getting lazy, just keeping the head in her mouth, doing all the work.