No, where did you pick that up, the Salvation Army?" It went on and on.When I feebly protested that I was going to run out of clothes within only a f...w days, I got a stern talking to. "Darling, you have an awful lot to learn about being a star. It's not just singing well, you have to look the part, too. Well, not if you're Madeleine maybe, she's a hundred percent frump off stage. But normal people like you and me, we need to shine. They have stores where we're going, and tailors, and you're. He gave me a funny lookwhen he saw me, almost like he was surprised to see me there. We headed downtown and he said, “Ididn’t expect to see you here today, Tammy, especially after all the comments and rudeness that youwere subjected to last night. Didn’t any of that bother you, even when Otis speculated about you andme fucking? And how do you feel about what Otis said? Have you told Billy about it to get hisreaction?” I wanted to let Calvin know how I felt about him, without totally revealing. Yesterday she was sure that she had ruined the only meaningful relationship that she has had in her life. Her parents were gone and she was an only child. Since she turned 20 her life has revolved around work and Meg. Then she screwed up and did the worst possible thing she could have done. She was so lucky that it wound up the way it did. “Mmmmmm good morning baby.” Alana says smiling. “Morning beautiful” Meg says as she pushes Alana on her back, then straddles her. “I thought you were never. I just needed to emulate those images.Then I realized that tomorrow, I was supposed to work at Hooters for theafternoon shift---right before the 1:00 PM NFL games. Rather thandreading the prospect, I was looking forward to it. I'm a girl. It's notgoing to be all about sex. It's about time I start living a real life.I unhooked my bra and slipped a ice-blue silk shift over my body. I couldhave worn cheer shorts and a top, or a big t-shirt, but I wanted to wearsomething distinctly feminine..