“Not here.” She says. “Let us get a motel room,” I whisper into her ear and she laughs. “And a condom. I do not wish to be a mother.” A fe... minutes later we are driving down the road again, looking for a pharmacy as well as a motel. Yvonne sits beside me without a seat belt with both her arched feet on the dashboard and her boobs still hanging out of her bra while she plays with her nipples. We pull over at a pharmacy and I rush in. “Condoms!” I yell out louder than I should upon entering the. "No. I said No and I meant NO!" He stands up and takes my purse away from the door in the hall way and heads up stairs. I watch him with my mouth wide open and my eyes wide as I see him stomp up the stairs with almost my whole life in that bag... I just sit there, looking up the stairs that are now empty. I feel a scream building up in my throat... I think to my self, 'that won't get you know where Jay, don't do it'. I calm my self and turn on the TV and try not to think about all of what he. He was a regular ladies man and that fact coupled with Paige's attitude so sudden caused me to have a small kernel of fear deep inside.After she left that night, having only hugged me as she got out of my car and into hers, I sat and thought about things. I knew I loved her and I was pretty sure she still loved me. I just couldn't figure out what was going on with her now though. As I usually did when faced with a problem I couldn't get a grip on, I used my one hole card. I called my brother.My. So if you would be undressed, and lie on the bed, we can just get it over with.’ As I undressed, I felt his eyes on me. I went a lay on the bed, and waited. He climbed onto the bed, and got in-between my legs. He rubbed my clit, and put his finger in my wet pussy. I moaned a little. He took his rock hard cock, and slowly eased it in. It was so big. It filled every space my pussy had to offer. He pushed it all the way in my virgin pussy. A little bl**d escaped. It hurt a little, but I was so.