" Mommy why am I the one that always gets in trouble when Miley and Iare arguing it isn't fair?" I look down sadly knowing I am going to bein trouble ...gain.Oh, know now mommy is giving me that look that is known all of theplanet. She is standing with both her hands on her hips tapping herfoot staring at me. In English that means I am in deep trouble and Ishould probably stop talking and breathing is the best thing to do."Kelly we all know you are small for your age but sweetie you are. I really wanted to talk to Becky but I knew that was at least three weeks away. I’d miss our nightly chats. But I also had to figure out how to deal with her statement that she loved me. I loved Melanie. I was in love with Birgit. Jennifer, if I admitted it, I was in love with as well. Becky, I didn’t know.My ‘love life’ was a complete mess. It began to dawn on me that having as much sex as possible was likely to create more situations like this. So far, only Mary seemed completely immune to. There was no identification and only two hundred dollars insmall bills. He sat down on the bed and wondered what to do. Should he callthe police? No, he would call his old hotel room first. He dialed the numberand was immediately directed to the front desk. "How may I help you?" asked the man on the other end. "I was trying to reach room 413, Mr. Lewis's room," he said. "I'm sorry, Mr. Lewis checked out two days ago," said the man."Can I help you with anything else, Miss?" . " Julie said. "They didn't say much to me, nothing relevant at least, it was as if we had become strangers. I assume they never told their significant others about what happened between us all. I cherished the love we expressed during those times we were intimate, but I suppose the taboo of it got to them over time and they wanted to just put that part of their lives behind them. I never felt so alone in my life, and that was exactly what my father didn't want. He told me just before he died.