He kneeled on the side and kept stroking tear-stained face. I kept crying like a baby for several minutes. It took me quite a while to start calming d...wn I sagged a last time and suddenly fell into a deep recovering sleep. I'm sure James wasn't expecting to see me crying. He stayed on my side and helped me by just being there. It just hit me, all my frustration and emotions suddenly came alive and it overwhelmed me.I woke up several hours later; it must have been late afternoon. I saw James. You might ask why I remember, and that’s because they had such a large impact on me. For the first time in my life I realized that I’d been hearing a description of exactly the way I wanted to live my life. All I had to do was recall that and all the points came forward.”Maddy stepped forward, “I think we know what we’re getting into, both as a couple and as individuals. As a couple we will have some unique challenges. We’re hoping that not too many come from inside the Circle. As individuals. He props himself up on an elbow to have a look at her in her slumber. She has the type of natural beauty that doesn't come along every day. Classic. Timeless. Enduring. Features that have been desirable for generations. Her hair spills onto the pillow and frames her in a way that photographers spend hours trying to duplicate. The tensions of the day have faded from her face.He studies her mouth for the ten thousandth time. The mouth that kisses him good morning on the shoulder while he. I had to step in. "Anjali, what your mother is saying isthat if you are sure, then we will support you. But we don't think youare sure and that you have considered everything. If you go back tobeing a guy, you will find it difficult. You have said yourself that youstand out when dressed as a guy because of your mannerisms and the wayyou look. Also, you grew your hair for five years and that is not aguy's thing to do. We just think that physically you are so comfortablebeing a girl that maybe.