The first part (including the episodes 1 to 4) concerns an extract fromthe experiences and lived experiences of Julien, then a handsome youngman, in s...arch of sexual identity, who would secretly become Barbara apretty androgynous doll who loved alpha men. This first part aims tounderstand her journey, her feminization process and the discovery of herstatus as a female. This part is not intended to describe in detail allthe situations and encounters experienced by Barbara, but for the mostpart,. We went our separate ways.Chapter 4The following Tuesday there was a phone call for me, "can you talk"said Ben "let me close the door and we can talk all day" I responded.The conversation began a little tensely. Neither of us knew how theother would reflect on the events of the last weekend, would Ben beawkward or embarrassed, or worse, regretful, could I respond as Helenwhen I was sitting at my desk wearing my normal male business suit, howmuch of what had happened was due to the alcohol?A lot. ”“I’d love to have you take me again. After all, you did wake me up and I’d hate for it to be for no-” Before she could even finish her sentence he had rolled her onto her back and was positioned above her, rubbing the head of his penis against her soaked lips. She couldn’t hold back the moan that escaped her before his mouth descended on hers and he thrust into her, long and slow. One hand massaged her nipple while the other gripped her ass and pulled her closer to his thrust, making her meet. 'Sorry about that I blurted, looks like I am spoiling your fun' ' Don't worry Kate, they're too young for me anyway, I prefer more mature people' and with that we went to the bar. Over lunch we drank almost two bottles of wine and we walked home, arm in arm, rather tipsy. In the house I told Melissa that I was going to shower and then have a siesta before we got ready for dinner. She concurred and I let her go first.She had been in the shower a couple of minutes when I heard her.