He told me that he was shooting some movie scenes in Dehradun. He invited me over there to have a view on his work. He inquired that whether I was bee... married to which I told him that I haven’t.Just in curiosity I asked him that how much it cost to make a movie like he made. He told the amount which was way more less than expected. I asked him that was it possible for him for making a movie for me. He was amazed to see my interest in this line and asked me about the movie so I told him that on. Five minutes after I had made the date with Leona it was all around the office, every man she had turned down was asking how I had managed it, a few made certain suggestions as to what I should do with her once I had her alone, one or two gave me sullen looks for my succeeding where they, with all their smooth chat, had failed. By the end of the working day I felt tense and nervous, though I'm not sure why, Leona was certainly a beautiful woman and there was something about her that had. Jin ne kaha “mai bohot arse se is haveli me basa hu..ham jin bhi tum insano ki tarah hote hai hamari bhi thodi zaroratain hoti hai…mujhe koi ladki chodna hai yaha koi ata jata hi nahi kya tum mereliye ladki la sakte ho?” Ramu sochne laga aur usne keh diya “ha mai ladki launga par badle me mujhe tumhari chudai ka video dekhna hai” jin man gaya “toh theek hai tumhare pas teen din hai ladki lane agar teen din me tum ladki nahi laye mai tumhari jaan le lunga.”Ramu bohot dar gaya tha use samajh nahi. But I don't. I hate it. It's not as if it turns me on when people take advantage of me cause I don't stick up for myself. But then how come picturing Trish laughing at me turns me on? Oh, G_d, I wish I...Oh I don't know what I wish. I wish I was normal. I wish I had a husband and a baby and wasn't addicted to my vibrator. I wish I didn't hate myself. Sunday, February 13, 2000Woken up by another bj. It actually got me turned on this morning which was kind of frustrating because I.