I know you must be thinking what pathetic loser lives his life like that. My answer is no one lives like that and neither did I. I died the day I foun... the gifts l sent to Sue left at my doorsteps. I have been existing but only because I was too weak to take my own life. I know this letter will give you many sleepless nights but really, you were just kids who did not know better. Don't beat yourself over it.I have lived through many nights when I would think that people offered mercy to rabid. Sarah had a crush on Jake, so she immediately walked over to talk with him while I went to the other guy who I noticed was fairly cute. I introduced myself to Bill and I found out he was Jakes cousin from the city. He seemed like a nice guy and was easy to talk too and I found I enjoyed his company. I also noticed he had a big smile on his face, and yes I did catch him checking me out as we talked. After a bit Jake and Bill offered to give us a lift home on the horses. No surprise when Sarah. Ananya had been equally delighted by the anklet I’d created for her from the wood of a dozen different tree species. Settling above the falls to watch the snow-like drift of cherry blossoms over the water, our celebratory feast was the warmest I could remember. Even Hotene’s cool and remote demeanour frequently melted into happy smiles.There was little discussion of what the ceremony meant for them, or for us. The day was about my daughters, its meaning whatever they chose to make of it. But if. Later that week she came home with a pink lace thong and told me to put it on because I had a tiny sissy dick. She made me wear other panties when she saw that I was hard wearing the pink thong. She told her girlfriends about my little dick and panties. Then one day, she was gone. She'd email me telling me how she got DP'd by two huge cocks or gangbanged by men with cocks a lot bigger than mine. I was so humiliated! I have, since, worn panties everyday. Most were ones that I stole from young,.