They parted slowly and she worked her tongue into my mouth as one of her hands found its way to my crotch. My mouth opened and my tongue rubbed agains... hers. It was the longest and best kiss I had ever shared with anyone. Eventually she pulled away, reached out and unbuttoned my shirt while with the other hand unzipping my pants. Her lips went to my nipples and my hard cock was pulled out into the night air. It took her seven kisses to work her way down across my stomach till she was positioned. David's cock was about 6-1/2" and maybe one and a half inches across. She looked back at Bill and told him that David's cock made his look like a little boy's pee pee. Then she went back to sucking David and now was getting about 5" in. The others had stripped out of their clothes and David had removed his shirt and kicked off his shoes and stepped out of his pants. Debbie stopped her devouring of David's shaft and sat back and admired all three men. They were all in pretty good shape and. "As he is saying all this he has moulded his body against mine, cradling me in his strong arms.I feel safe.Protected.Desired.And most of all, loved.I turn in his arms and kiss him."Tell me Helen." He says softly as my tears start to fall. I push him back a little so I can prop myself up and look at him as I say,"Its nothing you've done, iv waited so long to hear you say that... that you love me, its just a lot of emotions hit me at once that's all"I pause, unsure whether to tell him the entire. I forgot about the wish to taste his cum, grinned and spoke,"John, I want you to take my virginity!"He was visibly excited by the sentence and breathed heavily, then said,"But I don't have any condoms... I didn't think that the two of us would actually..." No problem, I'm on the pill," I lied.I was struck with the horrible realization. Home-me laughed up her sleeve. In one second I realized all that I had blinded out, how I didn't actually love John, quite the opposite, and that yet he already.