Also, some silly part of me wondered if you just wanted the green card. I know, that was dumb, stereotypical, even a bit bigoted. A little trace of my...parents in that, no matter how much I tried to avoid being like them,” I admitted, a little beet-red in the face as I did so.“Yes, after a three-year love affair where I risked imprisonment and deportation for doing jailbait, I would have hoped that you knew me better than that, but youth is full of contradictions that life tends to sort out. And. As I look around the bar I see her. I immediately start to stare. Looks like she was there with a couple of her friends. I order another beer and decide to scope it out for a little bit. I just couldnt get over how pretty she was. She was tall, thin, and had the cutest smile. I keep glancing at her when finally her friend caught me looking. I look away but out of my peripheral see her talking to her and all of her friends they giggle and look over. I feel silly now and decide to call it a. . to me. He took a deep breath, letting it out long and slow."Very well. You two are welcome for dinner here any time you like, and she can continue to sssllleep here. But the rest of the time, she's your responsibility." Tha . . ." Get out. Now." Yessirthankyousirthankyou." I backed out of the room as quickly as I could, trying to make myself small. Before the door closed, I heard what just had to be a slap, and a cry.Lynn was standing by the front door, still naked. I put my hand to her face;. ”“So we have decisions to make.”“You mean ... I mean, are you set on knowing if you’re the father?”“If I don’t know for certain, if we don’t find out, I suppose I’ll always wonder. I think it may subtly affect my attitude to the baby. There would always be that niggling doubt, which I think is worse than knowing. I will love our baby no matter what, but I don’t want to be always wondering. I can’t just pretend; I can’t block it out.“Then there is the question of whether Barry has any rights in.