As I told you yesterday, I rarely have company here and I like it that way. It gives me a chance to relax and to think. I guess you would say I am mul...i-tasking because I also read a little and plan out my next week or so based on what I already know I have to do. Of course the plans all go to heck in a hand basket if I get a panic call either from one of my regulars or from some company calling me in to bail them out as they're up the creek without a paddle because their network has crashed.". I thought if we did something, I wanted you to have as much access to me as I did to you. Is that OK?” “Yeah, its great. I didn’t know you did that.” “I just started doing it today. You know, I kinda like it. I feel better and more cautious at the same time.” “You did that for me?” “Yeah, it’s not fair to you if you have to go through my shorts and boxers to get to me and I don’t have to go though anything except shorts to get to you. Plus, I wanted to see what it felt like. It feels nice.”. With one last step I bring myself to your back and wrap my arms around your waist. I gently place my lips on your neck and kiss from your ear to your shoulder. I feel you sigh and relax, arching your neck for more of my attentions. My hands trail down the length of your body. From your shoulder to your hips and back I caress every curve. I bring my hands over the tops of your shoulders and down your chest, slipping them under the thin fabric of the apron. I can see your nipples pushing against. All manner of people and things will be happening there."More crying.There was a silence only broken by Teresa's sobs. Finally, I said that no-one need to know what happens between us.Teresa looked up at me in alarm."We could do it here, today, now. No-on else is here and needs to know. Ifit gives you relief and helps you concentrate, then it has to be done,otherwise we will both be tortured by it. I knew you enjoyed it when Isucked you the other day, despite the situation." I did enjoy it. I.