Zhenya developed feelings for me as well after the loss her husband in one of the attacks on the community. I kept her emotionally at a distance. I ...till could not allow another woman to get close to my heart. My heart was in permanent mourning for Marina. If I had had the chance at closure, one chance to apologize, to have tried to make things right between us then I could have allowed Zhenya into my heart. I was content that I had Christina to raise as a warrior and leader. I saw how. I have myself the hottest, nastiest little slut that anyone could ever hope for. And besides that, you are my love. How am I supposed to live without my love?”I said, “What? I thought…”“You thought what?” he interrupted, “That I could just stop loving you? I guess you know the real me about as well as I know the real you. Let’s get your skanky little ass cleaned up then I’ll make you breakfast and you can fill me in on some of the things you are most ashamed of having done and I’ll fill you in. Oh that's just her husband. Karl just started to laugh. Maybe I can enjoy some later. Why later Lamont said. Moni het your slut ass over on your knees and suck Karl's cock. Yes dear she said. I couldn't help but be in awe again as she so eagerly sucked on these massive cocks. And with such enthusiasm. I couldn't help anymore but get a hard on, Once he unloaded in her mouth and swallowed she thanked him then went with Lamont into a back office as I stayed with the others. They came out 30 mins. After the second drink, I accidently kept my hand on her hand, but she made no effort to move her hand. I was emboldened a bit, and started caressing her hand. She got up and made a 3rd drink for both of us. By now, the effect of 2 drinks was noticeable on both of us. A slight slurring of speech, and a bit of light headedness. With the 3rd drink, the tongue got a bit looseened. She started by telling me about her dialogue with Nita regarding Coriander and potency. She taunted me that she had.