Although she was twelve years old and entering what was normally a very gawky period, Susan was anything but gawky. Already her shape was changing, st...rting to take on a womanly form. All it did was to confirm Jack’s thought from the night before: She was going to be an even more beautiful woman than her mother.Then to his amazement, she dropped to her knees, very gently cradled his sac, and then looked up at Samantha. “I don’t understand, Sam,” she said. “Jack is still so full, but you look so. The Greens' blinds were again drawn whenhe went into the shower, so Jack thought he might not get another show.However, when he came out of the shower, Jack peered through his ownblinds and found that the blinds in the window he was looking for werenow open. After a few minutes, Jack was rewarded with the sight ofTommy in his gray silk ensemble. There wasn't a full view available,but Jack could catch a glimpse of the sexy camisole and tap pants, andthe lace stocking tops nearly intersecting. I wished I could stay mad at him, but it just wasnt possible. I glanced out the front window, gazing across the little horse farm I lived on. This had once been a sleepy farming community, but about 15 years ago, real estate developers had come in and bought up all the land, transforming our little farm community into an upscale suburb, replete with gated subdivisions and snobby yuppies. I still lived in the little frame house that my grandfather had built, I just couldnt bear to part with it,. "God, if I could only make myself believe that. Yeah, it was OK, like the sound of a bomb going off 50 feet away is OK, like the most intense orgasm of my entire life is OK."Really, it is OK. After what you've been through you've got to have some relief, some release. So go ahead and do it, and I ... I'll just ... accept it and be your ... friend."Stop fooling yourself, Bev. You know you want to give yourself to him. You know you want him as much as he wants you. You're dying to be his lover..