Anyway, it was good and I’ve been doing virtually nothing since then but sit here thinking about you, about our conversation and what to do next. Yo... may think I’m being premature here, Richard, but I am concerned about what might happen after we meet. (Notice the after). As I told you, I don’t want to get hurt by this relationship. Once was enough and I’ve avoided anything like it for 32 years now. Oh, I’ve had my moments, believe me on that, but you were my love and soulmate. I couldn’t opt. Then theowner gave me a dressing gown and led me off the stage.He said, "I have a surprise for you. Here's a camera now go and do somefilming."I looked out and saw Sara packing up her camera and starting towards thestage to come backstage when the owner announced, Now Gentlemen at noextra expense we have our camera lady maid Sara!"She looked shocked initially but then hid it well and got on stage andready to begin a routine. I almost felt sorry for her as only one of uswas meant to be. As I said earlier I stayed in the sauna for 10 minutes at the point the awkward atmosphere became to much and I got up and left. again the man followed, I laughed to myself like has this man not heard of being discreet. I entered the showers rinsed very quickly again with him doing the EXACT same thing as before and then I entered the same cubicle I was in before this time though one of the others was also free. I locked the door and heard the man hurry to his original cubicle collect his kit. He stopped and turned around. I swallowed and walked up to him. "This didn't go very well tonight George and I don't know why. Let's try it again. Instead of dressing up and a restaurant, how about jeans and hotdogs and that ballgame tomorrow afternoon?" He grinned and his face lit up. "First pitch at 3:15. Pick you up at 2 so we can watch batting practice?" "Its a deal." I kissed him and scampered for the door, a grin on my face that was as big as the one on his. The morning passed slowly. The.