I tried to jump out the bed he grabbed me around my neck and pulled me back onto the bed. He put something sharp against my cheek and told me no... to move. "Yo Im not gay " I say and try to get up. "Shut the fuck up or I'll open your ass up. Im gonna get in that ass tonight" he says. I think to myself what can I do I dont want to be killed or disfigured by a crazy assed Black dude. I also didnt want to be fucked by a man. "Come on man. Im not with that. I got a girl and Im. On the way itself after saving her number, i refreshed my favorites on whatsapp and found her there. In the evening I text her Hii.. want to see fishes ?? she replied yes of course. I sent her a pic of my fishes, she was very happy and replied I’m eager to come to your place. That was a bomb blast in my chest. Haha. Her husband was also not there so, we started chatting on whatsapp and sharing our pics. She got impressed by me.I took the great opportunity and told her that I like you since i. We prepared to go out for dinner. I had a long dress that buttoned all the way down the front. It was gauzy and in the right light it became translucent. I unbuttoned the top three buttons and three from the bottom. Allan saw me. "A few more buttons," he said. "You'll see my bra," I answered. "So, take it off," he replied. I sighed. Seriously, this guy would have me naked if he could. I unbuttoned the top a few more and removed the bra through the sleeve. "Better?" I asked. "Much," he said. I. When I got out, Ihad previously planned on going on a pussy spree. Of going out andgetting as many women as possible and fucking them until I couldn't fuckany more. I figured it would take that level of depravity to get thememories of all those hand jobs out of my head, or at least dull theireffect on my sense of self and sexuality. But this was a line thatcouldn't be uncrossed. How could I ever look down at a woman's headbobbing up and down on my cock when I knew what she was feeling. .